This is the most personal video I will ever release.
I have opened up about the two most personal and painful experiences in my life. Experiences that have shaped me into the person I am today, but also experiences that make me want to help you avoid making the mistakes I did.
There is a reason I preach the phrase “keep smiling”. There is a reason I try so hard to make other people happy…it’s not just because it’s a nice thing to do, but because I would never wish the pain I went through on anyone else.
This video is long, but if you do sit through it and watch it… I thank you. It was extremely hard for me to film, but I feel incredible for being able to finally be open about it.
I love you guys… more than you could understand.
If you share this video, thank you … my goal here is to help people realise that despite what your own thoughts tell you…you are never alone. Never.
- Kimmi x
it’s not easy you want everything to end.
you can’t figure out why these thoughts won’t leave you alone.
but why does it keep happening to me?
when will the pain end?
i’ll neve make it through.
Those are things that run through my head every night.
It’s not hard it’s worse there is no word that fits that feeling.
but don’t give in… I haven’t and I don’t want you too. there is hope for you and me we are worth it we just have to keep on fighting because there is some purpose for us. God doesn’t make mistakes but i do… and so do you mistake you feel like you can never come back from. we just have to let them go and learn from them. you and i Kid we’re getting through this and we’re going to make a difference. stay strong and don’t give up cause one day you’ll be the strength that someone needs to get through and you’ll say i got through it so can you…